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        <p>Scene 2</p>
<p>不知从什么时候开始，我会不停地忘掉事。</p>
<p>不管是重要的事还是鸡毛蒜皮的事，都会不经意间忘掉。</p>
<p>即使拼命地去记住某些事某些人，</p>
<p>一觉醒来或者昏过去再睁开眼，都会让努力付诸东流。</p>
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<p>这会给生活造成不小的困扰………</p>
<p>还好我能把这个“困扰”本身也给忘了。</p>
<p>因此……..并不会觉得痛苦，因为不会存在“不美好的记忆”。</p>
<p>大多数人怎么努力都做不到的事，我很轻松地就做到了。</p>
<p>毕竟只有忘却才能与自己和解，才能回归平静。</p>
<p>这是一个人临死才能得到的馈赠。</p>
<p>所以能变成这样……..到底是幸运还是不幸，我很难去判断。</p>
<p>“能忘掉不愉快的事，也不算是什么坏事。”许老师是这么和我说的。</p>
<p>“真正愉快的事是忘不掉的。”</p>
<p>我否认她这个观点，可是老师似乎很坚决。</p>
<p>“那是因为，你还没有遇到。”</p>
<p>“没有遇到值得你记住的东西。”</p>
<p>————————————————————————————</p>
<p>许老师带着我进入校园。</p>
<p>一路上，她开着各种各样的玩笑。</p>
<p>真难想象一个老师竟然如此平易近人。</p>
<p>…….或许她只是想让我留下更多关于她的记忆，防止再次被忘掉吧。</p>
<p>来到一间空旷的房间，里面放着好几张床，一股熟悉的气息扑面而来。</p>
<p>“这是…….医务室？”我犹豫着。</p>
<p>一些简单的设备，还有…….各种各样的药品，放在橱柜里，整齐地排列着。</p>
<p>“没错。”许老师肯定了我的猜测。</p>
<p>“…….为什么要把我带到这里来？”</p>
<p>老师愣住了，过了一会才拍了拍手，好像想起了什么似的。</p>
<p>“对了，你忘记了。”</p>
<p>“哈哈哈，请容许我重新做一遍自我介绍。”</p>
<p>许老师是我的班主任，也是医务室的负责老师。</p>
<p>她既是老师，也是生理和心理医学的专家。</p>
<p>而我，则是一名转学生。</p>
<p>怎么会转到这所学校呢…….不记得了。</p>
<p>但是这所学校环境优美，学业负担很轻，大概是很适合我这种病号生活吧。</p>
<p>许老师从抽屉里拿出一本小册子，递给了我。</p>
<p>“学生手册，虽然我们学校也什么严格的规矩，但万一迷路了，上面的地图可以帮你。”</p>
<p>我应该还不至于迷路吧。</p>
<p>平时这所学校都是封闭的，很难到外界去。好在我对外面的世界兴趣也不大。</p>
<p>毕竟什么都能忘记的人不会想去哪里玩的。</p>
<p>学习对我来说根本没有意义，和同学好好相处更不可能。</p>
<p>我所能做的事，大概只有“生活”吧。漫无目的地生活。</p>
<p>老师好像看穿我的心思，拍了拍我的肩膀。</p>
<p>“别想太多了。你只需要好好地放松，剩下的时间静待花开就行了。”</p>
<p>“…….静待花开？”</p>
<p>“是啊。”老师望向窗外。</p>
<p>“花朵盛开往往只有很短的时间，但会让我们等很久。”</p>
<p>“在此期间不能骄不能躁，只能慢慢地等待。”</p>
<p>“让它自然地盛开…….这就是所谓的静待花开吧。”</p>
<p>我思考着老师的话，可是，空无一物的大脑让我叹了口气。</p>
<p>算了，反正睡一觉就都忘记了，为什么还要思考这些复杂的话呢。</p>
<p>离开之前，突然看到学生手册上有一页昙花的照片。</p>
<p>和不久前那一束…….几乎一模一样。</p>
<p>然后我的脑中闪过一个同样洁白的脸庞。</p>
<p>本想问一问老师，但很快打消了念头。</p>
<p>毕竟，这种事情也没什么意义。</p>
<p>————————————————————————</p>
<p>走廊上阳光明媚，窗外传来稀疏的鸟叫声。</p>
<p>空气中的灰尘散发着某种令人怀念的味道。</p>
<p>我试着往寝室走去，然而越走窗外的阳光便越刺眼，呼吸也变得困难了起来。</p>
<p>“唔…….”</p>
<p>仿佛窗外的白光化作了一把把光刀，一刀刀扎向身体深处。</p>
<p>这个感觉对我来说算是再熟悉不过了。</p>
<p>即便早就习惯，依然那么糟糕…….</p>
<p>回医务室已经来不及，能做的事也只有找个显眼的地方倒下，让路人发现了。</p>
<p>在我视线被强光淹没的过程中，一张白皙的脸庞撩开光幕出现在了我眼前。</p>
<p>又来了…….那种心上酸酸的痒痒的，难以形容的感觉。</p>
<p>我挣扎着想要开口，但刚张开嘴…….</p>
<p>她的身影便再次被白光所淹没。</p>
<p>“…….昙，昙花…….”</p>
<p>这是我脑中最后浮现的两个字，最后世界的光芒消失，剩下无尽的黑暗。</p>
<p>只记得一张明信片飘进了我的世界，落到了我的身旁。</p>

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